[Verse 1]
5Th of November
When I walked you home
That\’s when I nearly said it
But then said \”Forget it, you fool\”
Do you remember?
You probably don\’t
\’Cause the sparks in the skyTook a hold of your eyes while we spoke
[Pre-Chorus]
Yesterday, drank way too much
And stayed up too late
Started to write but I wanna say
Deleted the message, but I still remember it saidI wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up \’til 3And you can\’t fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
Wish I wasn\’t scared to be honest and openInstead of just hoping
You\’d feel what I\’m feeling inside
[Verse 2]
April the 7th
And nothing has changed
It\’s hard to get by
When you\’re still on my mind every day
Sometimes I question
If you feel the same?
Do we make stupid jokes?
Trying to hide that we\’re both too afraid to say
[Chorus]
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnightWish I was the reason you stay up \’til 3And you can\’t fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
Wish I wasn\’t scared to be honest and openInstead of just hoping
You\’d feel what I\’m feeling inside
[Bridge]
Oh, and here we go again
Destroy myself to keep my friend
Hiding away \’cause I was afraid you\’d say no
I wonder if I cross your mind
Half as much as you do mine
If I tell you the truthWhat will I lose?I don\’t know
[Chorus/Ending]
I wish I\’d sent you that drunk text that midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendshipBut I really meant it
I wonder how you would reply